Painfull Reality !

Gimme Love !

I should really admit tat , at one point of time i was really obessesed with the modern lifestyle ! I did had a sense of happiness in me for quite sometime wit all those cool gadzets , guitars , hard rock and eminem buzzing in ma mind ! But i always felt tat the puzzle of my life was missing something , a crucial piece of puzzle ! It was too late before i had to realize wat it was ! The good old days , where v used to be true friends wit nothing but true sense of belonging in our heart ! The moments wen v tend to share even the smallest of the chocolate with all our close n best friend !

The good old days wen we try saving money for a single cool drink and share it between us with pride ! The day we v threw a bday party just with a single cake ! I should say tat the day today lifestyle has brought a lot of deception into our lives ! We live in a fast paced world hardly caring for those who care for us ! What we tend to forget today is tat its only those simple moments in our lives mean a lot ! Today we move on, to play , forgetting to call those friends , move over to swim without informing our friends , play basketball without our pals , take a tour to coorg or someother place even wen someone has to say ‘i am not interested’ . I wished i had seen who never deserted their friend in all circumstances , either its all in one or none ! What an irony there lines of things we don find in our modern life anymore !

I should admit tat i was always jealous when i had to see all those films which is the only place where u can see gang of friends fighting it out for each other . I always wonder the existence of such a relationship never to see or feel one yet ! My emotions or reaction or my expectation to any of friend saying such a word in exhaustion is to talk my heart out to him and get his sorrow out ! But today i feel friendship has became more of a courtesy rather than a true sense of belonging !

Just ask a person are u coming out , wanna play , or lets move out , means they say i am ur friend ! Wen a person gets into a new gang he very easily forgets every other relation he had so far , what the heck is this , and finally they call it the nature of the person ! Is it ? Or is it not ? Does this simple question really mean tat ? answers will not be out soon ! But wen you have to face such a situation always remember ‘ A tree never denies to give shade to the wood cutter who cuts similarly we can’t deny ourselves from expressing our love even if they don understand us ‘ . The one person who is left behind is like the tree , used n used but neve cared for ! I can sense there are a lot of damaged souls out there needing the most important entity ‘Love’. I beg everyone to give this piece of neve ending entity to people wen they need the most ! we will never feel untill we feel it !

 When we need money or cool gadzets or new dress we just ask for it , but wen we need LOVE no one asks ! Noting can be more fullfilling than tis Love , please love all n show it

 

A few Cherising Moment Of my College Life

Unforgettable Moments

It was the day i was awaiting for almost 4 years, and finally it was happening.It the right moment for me to Enter into a World of corporates balanced by power and discipline.I do confess my college life has taught a lot more than the life i had before.

The first day at College my head was filled with dreams and ideas to aspire , but soon they were shattered to shreds n pieces ,the moment i learned the truth about it.It was a bit hard to accept the reality.It’s just not about Education,College is the place where even a book worms transform himself into a beautiful Butterfly.What makes this transformation , it’s none other than the beautiful environment of diverse pople called Friends.

Ride the Change !

If not for my Friends i would have missed most part of my life and esp. the most Fun filling and thoughtfull moment of my life.Through my College days i have met people who truly cared for what i was , who always wanted me to excel and accepted me for who i am.I was also made to meet people who would just hang out with me just to get their works done, contact(message) me only if they some works to be get done,wave a ‘Hi’ only if they have a job to be done.Thanks to this experience now i can have a Life where i can easily distinguish People of true love and of Deception, selfishness.

Of all part of my life, my College was , is and will always be my most interesting one.It was where i got an opportunity to understand various kinds of people both good and bad,nice and rough, truthful and deceptive.I would like to quote all my friends in here , esp. my room buddies.

The Pleasure and Pain of staying alone in rooms outside during the college is almost a Treasuring moment.Ravaged by the dearth of basic Amenities yet filled with joy by the friends around, it’s been such a beautiful moment.The days spent before the Exams where we would Split up the Portions working on it tiredlessly, The way we celebrated Birthday with Surprise cakes, Chicken Parties,and rocking dances are most valuable ones.

The Place To be when u r not a Student Anymore !

My hostel life was also an Exciting And unique one.The place where i learnt ‘Do Things in Time Or Lose Them’.Fits well for my Breakfast and Dinner.The Place where Counter Strike Started.I can never forget the fight of Dignity and respect , with awesome Teams pitting against each other.I still want you buddies to Keep in ma touch.All those VIT and PSG Encounters have a Learnt us a lot.

The Journey of my Life from being a School Boy to a Engineering student to an Software Engineering Has been the most exciting one with smooth and rough roads and always reminding me that

“There are NO mistake in Life Only Lessons to be Learnt, So keep Learning with a Smile”

Wishes fa my Dear Frens always remain Afresh !!

ADIOS AMEGOES , it’s time to start the new adventure ! Good luck on it ! Bubye Engineering !

My Bloody Saturday @ Kriya ‘09!

It was really a helluva day for me.It just started, as we had a plan for attending an event at PSG,cbe .We started off with so much of joy and enthusiasm.Things were looking great.We were off to participate in an Event, so called The Kriya’09.As i had already mentioned , there are no mistakes in life ,only lessons to be learnt. I did learn someting that day.

Well , i got wounded when i tried to board into the bus.Without realizing i was standing on the foot steps i pushed myself up.I thinking that i was standing on the ground but only when my nose got so close to the upper part of the boarding area i realised i had jumped from the”Steps”.It was too late.I landed down on the steps again , and realised i was tasting something salty.All my friends were starring at me. Then when i saw my hands , there it was ,Blood. My nose bleeded profusely. The blood started dripping out. Immediately my friends had me seated gave me first aid.Then i was feeling better. They wanted to call off the trip and wanted me to move to hospital and get fixed , but i was confident that i can make it through the day.

We reached PSG, got ourselves registered and made it to the finals . I was very excited by then. There were two things that got me disinterested at the Finals. The Computers in which we were about to compete was so slow and was almost like dead one, and the other was that the opponet, so called ‘r!p’ team who seemed to be a  total pussy ! I thought they will be daring enough to fight us, but what we witnessed was a group of cowards afraid of being haunted by MCET’ians. So we were neve made to play our game.The day also learned me another lesson , never play in such a place wher u don’t get a fair play.Shame on the Counter strike Co-ordinators of Kriya’09 at PSG, i expected a lot better hospitality and fair game from you guys.

So it all Happens in life isn’t it, Never does a warrior fight a dead body and so were we.I also learnt if u don’t have what it takes to host a game please don’t do it.And as for my wound , i got it fixed up after completing the finals halfway and reaching home took a good night sleep.So much for the Bloody  saturday i had to Witness.

Has World lost it’s glory ?

The economic recession is driving crazy, the terrorism having reached great heights , sincerity is very rare to be found,Global warming burning down the earth , sea levels soaring high fast , true love has become almost extinct and a lot more happening out there.It’s like almost the time for an Armageddon. It’s really sad to realize what the earth has transformed into.

It’s high time we do something about it.As they say “Every Beginning Has an end ” , all this has to end one day.The day when people matter more than money , when things are used and people are loved rather than things being loved and people being used(what is happening now).The people minds has been polluted and infected with various kinds of diabolic ideologies.We need to break ‘em all and purify ourselves.

There are people out there who will deceive you, people who would woo you just to get their things done,people who would kill to satisfy their passion,people who lie bluntly,people with more desire for power and money and people with a lot more capabilities !We have been living one among them.It’s only in the times of disparity , anger or love one will show their true form !It’s not the time to regret , but to forget and start working towards the cure for all this.

After looking into the lives of many great people one could easily realize where the real happiness lies ? Soon everyone will realize it’s not in cheating , wooing , deceiving, killing the others but in helping and serving others. Each one of us has a real face but mostly hide ourselves by a mask which is always seen by others.Hardly we realize that everyone else knows who we really are ! After a point of time money won’t matter for us , nor will power or health but we will be searching only a Loving and caring soul.The search that will give us answers to the unsolved mysteries of life and also makes us learn the truth about the world.

The truth is always bitter to taste, but every bitter has a better effect ! Once you learn why people deceive others or woo others , you don’t get angry but just feel pity for those who think they are intelligent by doing so.It’s our mission to teach all those around us who have caught in this web of confusion. Revive them out of the dead and show them the right way. Forgive and let them learn what true love is ! Once you get to have what you wanted we always lose the taste for it after some time. So let your people have what they want , give them what they need even if they deceive you, so that atleast we could have a satisfaction that we have made someone happy.

Forgive them for what they are doing , because one day or the other they will learn that somewhere someone always thought and cared about their well being.

Try to be silent and calm , because it’s the silence that you make with people, that will express more things than that could  be expressed in words.So lets all try and make this world a beautiful place as it once used to be without being ravaged by Hate , deception , desire for power , money , and much more………

The Road from MCET(TN) Leads No where

It was today that i had a very frustrating day in my whole Life.It’s really Irritating the way final year projects are done in some self financing colleges under Anna University.The University clearly states the specification for a team of 3 or 4 member to be involved but i think it misses some most vital things.I am really disappointed by the way i was treated in my college.

I feel that the who so ever is responsible for this project wants to save their skin in the first place.Initially they don’t let you form batch with people who have the same area of interest or the idea.They split you up into many batches with people who don’t share the same vision.The reason being ostensible.

Then they as for the Project title. No matter whatever you say , the response comes out like it’s already implemented or it’s not a project at all.I felt like , they are expecting real time projects. So i came up with an idea , of which i only had a framework and idea but no in depth knowledge in the realm.When i proposed it i got my approval. I started working with a dream of making my own project but only latter i understood things may not happen as we always dream.

From day one i found no one to guide me to construct any of my modules.I was left helpless.If it was not for the Search Engine “Google” or the J2ME forum i would have never reached this far.Each day, with no one except a very few of my friends, battle each day to understand the things involved and get a part of the code working. until then no one cares what we are upto . And only when the day of presentation comes , everyone comes and start yelling at you “Where are the Modules ?” , “What have you done so far?”.Why is that these people never do what they are supposed to do in the first place ask other to get the job done.If it so then why do they allocate mentors in the second place.It’s Only My Senior i would call as real Mentors , cuz only they have thought me a lot.They are my Eye openers and my true guiders in my path of life !

Initially i had a perception in my mind that the final year project is a place where you could showcase your skills with the help of a Mentor who could open up the door of challenges.But what happens in turn was that we were totally grounded.It’s like as if we are forced to obtain the project from the project centers outside ! If this is what the people responsible need ,and don’t say it directly and make us do it indirectly , what is the need of “doing” a project.I personally feel like they should change the course from “doing” projects to “Purchasing and getting Acceptance” for projects.

My Final word if u into such a place where no one’s ready to help you out to do what u dream you are only “UNLUCKY” dude ! So i think i too have to do what everyone else has been doing ! So friends beware of what is waiting for store in the near future and start working on dreams from your First year ! I regret that i had no one to guide so when i was in my first year. At least now i am mentoring a few of juniors to whom i can reach.

“So start Today MY friends and Don’t be sorry latter in your life !!”